The Singapore Idler: Of Men and Machine Part II

time has passed, and now it's the week for the Consumer behaviour CA.. hai.. havent been able to find time for all of our group members to meet up for our project.. die lei.. but anyway.. got to work hard la.. but the who ah.. always come up with negative suggestions for the group.. can't be bothered la.. just checked the horoscope.. it says today i'm the one taking charge and getting things done.. or at least.. get things started.. ya.. quite true.. today juz consulted miss Kwa on the quesions for our MMR.. very headache.. we are on the right track.. but major changes had to be done to our qn-naire.. haiya.. but anyway.. was studying in the library today.. but the librarian and some student helpers were packing the catons.. so noiosy! felt like telling them to shut the f**k up.. but anyway.. i controlled myself.. so didn't really exploded.. haha.. kinda lost today.. can't find my bearings.. even had problems deciding what to eat today.. no appetite.. stood at the road junction today wondered where i should go next.. i guess it's juz another day in my life, where i just felt lost.. lost, u noe.. guess that's what all of us have to go thru' in some point of our lives.. head is splitting.. dunno why.. got back my DTP portfolio from Doris thru' Howie today.. haven't took a look at it yet.. but i think the comments aren't going to be very nicely written.. however, i still hope at least i've got some positive things to show to my boss next time.. today's feature writing class wasn't too bad.. had lots of ideas from Ryan today.. i must say he really improved in the way that he communicate with us, but i think as far as his teaching skills are concerned, it's time that he go for OC (oral comm), man.. since when did you see a lecturer stand behind a chair with his hands on the back rest and rock back and forth?!?! anyway.. he's a nice guy.. just like James.. very willing to share information with us.. this thursday got to finish up my movie, man.. time is gushing away in the opposite direction.. (alright, i noe this phrase sounds weird).. finished my on-camera teleprompter presentation already.. was a little nervous at first.. but eventually got used to it.. haha.. think i kinda enjoyed the whole thing.. hee... ok la.. this is probably the longest blog i've written YET! =D (this means that there's more that are longer that's coming up!) anyway..

this is shen yang..
till the next time we meet..
take care.. and
ta ta! =D

Haha.. haven't wrote in my blog for a while.. dunno what to write for today, juz finished my Legal System and Contracts (LSC) CA 1.. it was a killer paper.. haha.. jia lat.. and what are the sources for Singapore laws? i wrote legislation and common law..

jus as i was thinking that princess might have written about "BRITAIN" as the source.. it turned out to be true! haha.. wa lao.. why like that.. but then again.. how come she was on my mind when i was doing the paper? i dunno.. Xue Yun asked me about it, i was stunned.. haha.. i dunno what to say.. maybe i like her or something? but what i gana rejected? then again.. did i really like her? come on, man.. guys stick to her like bees attracted to honey.. she's like the 'popular' girl here la.. and me? forget it! =D then again.. was it the "flirtatious" hormones in me that are telling me , "hey, pal.. it's time to get a girlfriend" seeing Ellse so happy when she heard about kevin booking out this Friday, really makes me wonder if i would have the same effect on any girl when i am about to book out from camp when i am in the army.. maybe princess would be happy, i don't know..

haha.. things wouldn't have very much turn out to be the same if i had more confidence in myself..

i went to buy a long-sleeve shirt yesterday, but as Mr. James said we had better not wear anything blue, i had to double confirm it. being a colurblind really is inconvenient. even when it comes to simple things like buying a shirt, it takes hell lot of trouble.. so i went up to a store assistant, and told him frankly, "excuse me, i can't see the colour of this shirt, could you please help me?" he looked at me and said, "grey.." then he held up the shirt against the light, and confirmed it again, " yeah, grey.." though he did not gave me that "you mean you cannot see colours?" look.. his help was delievered in a sympathetic way.. as if.. as if you would treat a under-previleged person.. i was so sad.. eventually i bought the shirt, but i can't help thinking,

"why?!

why am i a colourblind.."

would life really have been different if i wasn't a colourblind? would things really have changed?

it is an answer that i have been searching for all this while..

but it seems like i would never get it.......

--checking out...--
--Shen yang

Haha.. haven't wrote in my blog for a while.. dunno what to write for today, juz finished my Legal System and Contracts (LSC) CA 1.. it was a killer paper.. haha.. jia lat.. and what are the sources for Singapore laws? i wrote legislation and common law..

jus as i was thinking that princess might have written about "BRITAIN" as the source.. it turned out to be true! haha.. wa lao.. why like that.. but then again.. how come she was on my mind when i was doing the paper? i dunno.. Xue Yun asked me about it, i was stunned.. haha.. i dunno what to say.. maybe i like her or something? but what i gana rejected? then again.. did i really like her? come on, man.. guys stick to her like bees attracted to honey.. she's like the 'popular' girl here la.. and me? forget it! =D then again.. was it the "flirtatious" hormones in me that are telling me , "hey, pal.. it's time to get a girlfriend" seeing Ellse so happy when she heard about kevin booking out this Friday, really makes me wonder if i would have the same effect on any girl when i am about to book out from camp when i am in the army.. maybe princess would be happy, i don't know..

haha.. things wouldn't have very much turn out to be the same if i had more confidence in myself..

i went to buy a long-sleeve shirt yesterday, but as Mr. James said we had better not wear anything blue, i had to double confirm it. being a colurblind really is inconvenient. even when it comes to simple things like buying a shirt, it takes hell lot of trouble.. so i went up to a store assistant, and told him frankly, "excuse me, i can't see the colour of this shirt, could you please help me?" he looked at me and said, "grey.." then he held up the shirt against the light, and confirmed it again, " yeah, grey.." though he did not gave me that " you can’t see colours?” look.. his help was delivered in a sympathetic manner.. as if.. as if.. you would treat an under-privileged person.. then.. I can’t help but kept thinking,

“why?!

why am i a colourblind..”

Haha.. haven't wrote in my blog for a while.. dunno what to write for today, juz finished my Legal System and Contracts (LSC) CA 1.. it was a killer paper.. haha.. jia lat.. and what are the sources for Singapore laws? i wrote legislation and common law..

jus as i was thinking that princess might have written about "BRITAIN" as the source.. it turned out to be true! haha.. wa lao.. why like that.. but then again.. how come she was on my mind when i was doing the paper? i dunno.. Xue Yun asked me about it, i was stunned.. haha.. i dunno what to say.. maybe i like her or something? but what i gana rejected? then again.. did i really like her? come on, man.. guys stick to her like bees attracted to honey.. she's like the 'popular' girl here la.. and me? forget it! =D then again.. was it the "flirtatious" hormones in me that are telling me , "hey, pal.. it's time to get a girlfriend" seeing Ellse so happy when she heard about kevin booking out this Friday, really makes me wonder if i would have the same effect on any girl when i am about to book out from camp when i am in the army.. maybe princess would be happy, i don't know..

haha.. things wouldn't have very much turn out to be the same if i had more confidence in myself..

i went to buy a long-sleeve shirt yesterday, but as Mr. James said we had better not wear anything blue, i had to double confirm it. being a colurblind really is inconvenient. even when it comes to simple things like buying a shirt, it takes hell lot of trouble.. so i went up to a store assistant, and told him frankly, "excuse me, i can't see the colour of this shirt, could you please help me?" he looked at me and said, "grey.." then he held up the shirt against the light, and confirmed it again, " yeah, grey.." though he did not gave me that " you can’t see colours?” look.. his help was delivered in a sympathetic manner.. as if.. as if.. you would treat an under-privileged person.. then.. I can’t help but kept thinking,

“why?!

why am i a colourblind..”

Haha.. haven't wrote in my blog for a while.. dunno what to write for today, juz finished my Legal System and Contracts (LSC) CA 1.. it was a killer paper.. haha.. jia lat.. and what are the sources for Singapore laws? i wrote legislation and common law..

jus as i was thinking that princess might have written about "BRITAIN" as the source.. it turned out to be true! haha.. wa lao.. why like that.. but then again.. how come she was on my mind when i was doing the paper? i dunno.. Xue Yun asked me about it, i was stunned.. haha.. i dunno what to say.. maybe i like her or something? but what i gana rejected? then again.. did i really like her? come on, man.. guys stick to her like bees attracted to honey.. she's like the 'popular' girl here la.. and me? forget it! =D then again.. was it the "flirtatious" hormones in me that are telling me , "hey, pal.. it's time to get a girlfriend" seeing Ellse so happy when she heard about kevin booking out this Friday, really makes me wonder if i would have the same effect on any girl when i am about to book out from camp when i am in the army.. maybe princess would be happy, i don't know..

haha.. things wouldn't have very much turn out to be the same if i had more confidence in myself..

i went to buy a long-sleeve shirt yesterday, but as Mr. James said we had better not wear anything blue, i had to double confirm it. being a colurblind really is inconvenient. even when it comes to simple things like buying a shirt, it takes hell lot of trouble.. so i went up to a store assistant, and told him frankly, "excuse me, i can't see the colour of this shirt, could you please help me?" he looked at me and said, "grey.." then he held up the shirt against the light, and confirmed it again, " yeah, grey.." though he did not gave me that " you can’t see colours?” look.. his help was delivered in a sympathetic manner.. as if.. as if.. you would treat an under-privileged person.. then.. I can’t help but kept thinking,

“why?!

why am i a colourblind..”